The most money I ever grossed in one year was three million dollars. Not bad for a college drop out, right??
I was giddy for sure, but working 75 to 80 hours a week and travelling tens of thousand miles a year to achieve it in the end wasn't worth all the bother.
Of course, having a partner that spent what we dragged in faster than a pack of raccoons attacking the dumpster behind any given fast food joint didn't help matters.
Did I live better??
Simple answer yes - nice homes, condos, cars - but my family life was the shits. Not worth all the time and effort to provide "creature comforts" because I rarely was around for quality time with them.
When that business closed, I went to work for a real tyrant - a self made man for peanut wages, but that job was pure hell. I can't believe I stuck it out for 25 years. I did so because of the empathy I had for his hundreds of employees that he basically shit on. I put out more fires than hires. Wowser.
Found myself falling in love with my mistress of ten years, who had no clue how much money I had made, nor how much money was lost through foolish actions. Her kids loved me for the simple pleasures like a walk in the zoo ending with a cone from Dairy Queen.
I then started my own business, vowing to never be an asshole.
One thing I truly I am proud of was that I was able to provide jobs for 40 employees and their families lived OK.
OK that is, until 9-11, anthrax scares, and when Obama was elected, that was the final nail in the coffin.
I should have taken early retirement when I had a few bucks saved up LOL
I look back often at the "fat" years enough to realize you can only eat one meal at a time, and two or three a day is normal.
You can only rest your head on a pillow at a time, no matter how ginormous a bed you sleep on, and cotton sheets are truly more warm than silk ones. And one vehicle is sometimes two too many.
And while I either spent or paid in taxes 99 cents outta every dollar my fingers ever touched, I still eat (too much) and nap more than a man has a need to.
Twenty years of retirement - including five years of not taking a salary - and paying off bills during that time, was not fun, but:
Life, is good.